ohhh god.
school year is comming to the end - finally, but my marks at school? eh. ok its not so bad, but math and that fuckin descriptive geometry are the worst for me now.. every other marks are ok for me, i've got just A,B and sometimes C, but math is for D and DEG is for nothing, cause i havent got so much marks, eh. so am now drawing some plans aaaand who knows, maybe it'll be ok and that big and ugly D will be just one.
and whats next? today was one big 'good bye party for bds'. it was not about it, that we all'll get drunk, but it was about showing our formations to our friends, parents etc. in every group is about 24ppl, in capitel old category is 9groups in our dance studio nd i'm in group called D. in czech its HVK D. but today? every group had at least half ppl of their group, but from ou group D we were just 9ppl. like idiots. uh nd now am waiting for next year. shit, so long time without bds (thats name of our dance studio..). i think i'll get a little crazy without all that my lovely idiot heads, without trainers and without DANCE!
help help help. i miss dance already now. :(
this time is terrible ..
friends are now "friends", school is so hard, that am scary if i'll finish this year, my exboyfriend is absolutelly unfriendly .. etc etc etc. am able to enumerate things like this all night, but it'll be just wasting my free time..
i wanna be happy, in love, succesful, enjoyining everything and i dont know what next.
oh god .. am psychicaly totally tired. i need somebody near to myself, somebody who i can believe in everything, somebody who will never hurt me, somebody who will be never saying some gossips about me .. i have nobody like that. just my Kattie, my Kattie which i see at most twice a month.
Kattie Kattie Kattie .. i miss u ..