don't know what to say..

this time is terrible .. 

friends are now "friends", school is so hard, that am scary if i'll finish this year, my exboyfriend is absolutelly unfriendly .. etc etc etc. am able to enumerate things like this all night, but it'll be just wasting my free time..

i wanna be happy, in love, succesful, enjoyining everything and i dont know what next.

oh god .. am psychicaly totally tired. i need somebody near to myself, somebody who i can believe in everything, somebody who will never hurt me, somebody who will be never saying some gossips about me .. i have nobody like that. just my Kattie, my Kattie which i see at most twice a month.

Kattie Kattie Kattie .. i miss u ..